Thursday, January 12, 2012

Hosanna...

Dil hote jo mere seene mein do
Doosra dil bhi main tumhe deta todne ko

Hosanna..Hosanna..Hosanna
Ho..Sannna...Hosanna..Ho...

Dilkash thi woh shaam pehle pehal
Jab ke tumse mili thi nazar
Aisa chakraya ki ab ye na jaanu
Ke jaaun to jaaun kidhar
Hosanna tum samne thi us pal
Hosanna Agle hi pal thi ojhal
Ab kya bataaun main
Kis haal mein hu main
Yahaan-wahaan bas apna dil aur hosh dhoodta hu main

Hosanna.. (Madhoshi deewanagi)
Hosanna.. (main aur teri bandagi)
Hosanna.. (ab hai yehi zindagi)
Hosanna..

Everybody wanna know be like be like
I really wanna be here with you
Is that enough to say that
We are made for each other is all that is Hosanna true

Hosanna... be there when you are calling i will be there
Hosanna... feeling like my life's changed
I never wanna be the same..
Its time we re-arrange i take a step
you take a step and me calling out to you

Helloooo... Hellooooo... Helloooo oooo
Yooo Hosanna

Ho..sanna.....oooo...

Udti hui titli ki rangeen parchhaai reh jaati hai phoolon mein
Waise hi tum ek tasveer ke jaise chhaye ho inn aankhon mein
Hosanna, Tum jo mera khwaab ho
Hosanna, Dil kyon na betaab ho
Kahoon to kya kahoon
Main kyun deewana hoon
Tumhare baare mein hi har ghadi sochta hoon kyun.

Hello.. Hello.. Hello...
Hosanna... (ab din ho ya raat ho)
Hosanna... (dil chahe tum saath ho)
Hosanna... (bas haathon mein haath ho)
Hosanna....

Dil hote jo, mere seene mein do
Doosra dil bhi main, tumhe deta todne ko

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Being “True You”

It is no secret that we create our experiences of life through the choices that we make. The hard fact is that our life is what we choose it to be. Destiny is something that no mortal can control and for the same reason anything that is absolutely free of anyone’s control can’t be blamed for the outcomes of your life. Become cognizant of the decisions that you made (or didn’t make) in your life and you will be realizing a different life for yourself.

“True You” is nothing but the confidence in yourself to be genuine, principled, congruent, competent and trustworthy (to no one else but yourself!!). When I say I belong to the True You League, I mean I never need to hide myself from others. Being authentically proud of myself makes life more easier and satisfying. I m not the one looking to gain the goodwill of everyone I meet. The motivation to make a difference to myself, my family and my real friends is something that keeps me going. I m always wary of the choices that I make in life because I don’t want myself to regret later. There is a saying “The easiest thing in the world to be is you. The most difficult thing to be is what other people want you to be”. Well said !! I think I should continue with the easier thing ;-)

I don’t need to worry about the fact that being “True You” will have some repercussions. It is always better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not (another quote I came across recently :-))

Sunday, August 9, 2009

~~ R-e-m-i-n-i-s-c-e-n-c-e ~~

Today when I sit back and think about the years gone by... the last two years..to be precise, years after DCE..my mind gets inundated with a flurry of thoughts. These have been very crucial years of my life... and I m happy with what I have done in these two years... for myself, for my life and for people around me.

For sure, the last two yrs were not the most satisfying years of my life professionally , but still I have enough reasons to smile. I have changed drastically and changed for good.. at least I think so and and a few others too. Probably this happens with everybody, after all time, situations and responsibilities affect everyone. I have come out of “My Fair Lady” that I was enjoying till 2006…and learnt to walk. Learnt to walk though alleys.. Learnt to walk on the boulevards….

I feel complete now... I now do things I cud never imagine myself doing two yrs back.. I do things I cud never feel motivated to do two yrs back.. I do things that two yrs back I thought were beyond my mental strength .... I have become more responsible, decisive, and even more straightforward (than what I was earlier), I made a few decisions that I will be proud of throughout my life... I have now learnt to distinguish between real and fake; right and wrong; good and bad (people) .. I have learnt to priortise things ....
and probably I have become more patient and got rid of my impulsive nature to some extent.......pheww....what more could I have asked for in just two years ? ;-)
""""I feel I have lived up to my own expectations."""" :-)

Now I can look forward. I m gonna get what I m here for anyhow... Winning has always been easy for me... easy because the moment I feel motivated to do something, hunger to do it in the best possible way comes naturally from within me... It has always happened with me..probably thats why I havent left any task incomplete in my whole life... and come so far ;-). Its never too late until its over and its not over yet.

Friday, August 7, 2009

My Daddy Strongest !! :)

That is true…. Perhaps everyone believes so… and perhaps everyone is right when he says so.
But still I have my own reasons to believe this.

For a man who came to Delhi along with his family with almost nothing in hand, except a Doctorate degree and his lady luck :), the journey has been long and good so far but not without struggle and hardships. Being the youngest in my family, I have faint memories of initial days of this journey, but I know very well about it..my mother and Amma (my grandmother) do tell me about them now and then… hearing which I always get filled with emotions. Since the time I gained my senses I have just seen him thinking about us every second of his life. His every action has always been for us.

His might not be a “rags to riches” story, but still its enough to show what hard work and perseverance is all about. The way he has carried forward his life, is something I can just attempt to do when I enter those stages of life. He has been an epitome of love, care and hard work for me.

Not that he is just intelligent, he is super intelligent, rather his logic can send any person looking for a cover. :) There are so many things he is good at.. be it singing, painting, art and craft… I can just go on listing them… At times when he is at work, I m nothing more than a mere audience watching him closely; he simply refuses to give up. You may just laugh off on hearing these things.. but seriously he can do every thing.. yes I mean “everything” :). The moment he enters into kitchen he gives my Mom a serious competition:P.
Even after writing so much I m getting a feeling as if I m falling short of words and what I m writing is not putting forth what I mean.. but sometimes words are just not enough to describe few people.

The trait to do every thing on his own is something he got from his father and luckily for us, the same genes have traveled down to his sons. Though I always try to be like him, there is so much I still need to do to be like him… I don’t know if I will be able to do that at all. But yes I will always strive to be like him and if at all I succeed someday, seriously that would be one of the biggest achievements of my life.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

I have nothing to say but a lot to write……

It has been quite some time since I penned down something thoughtful. Maybe I was too busy with life like everyone else. But I think I was much more busy than others..not because I had many more tasks at hand with me than others, rather this “business” can be attributed to my natural instinct to flow with time, satisfied with what is going on, engrossed in what I m doing rather than what I should be doing at large.

Probably the fact that I don’t write a lot is because I almost always have someone with whom I can share any damm thing that is pestering me…usually its my Mom., and sometimes a couple of close friends.

Its true that I have always loved writing, but I never do it. I think now I have stopped doing things that I love doing. I guess my strong inertia of motion (to flow along the time axis) is to be blamed for this. But I must admit, every time I read Rajat’s blog, I feel impelled to write. This is something that always happens with both of us. One inspiring the other, be it be times of success or failure. We have been cursed to bear the same treatment at the hands of destiny; ever since we met 6 yrs back (minor deviations overlooked bro ;-) because they don’t matter)

I am not as good as him when it comes to writing skills, but still good enough to express myself well. Now that I am writing after 2 years, I have so much to write about…. Maybe I will write as much as I can….. but not before I have had my lunch… I hope I witness the first weekend rainfall of this monsoon today "at home". :)

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Déjà Vu: a paranormal phenomenon??
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Déjà vu a term we all have heard of, a phenomenon we all have experienced, but never tried to delve into the reasons that cause it, or have usually ignored it , shrugging the feeling aside as just momentary deviation of our mind. But for others it just can’t be ignored. The frequency with which people experience déjà vu varies from person to person: while some experience it once or twice in their entire life while in contrast for others it’s a phenomenon that is encountered very often like a repeated reverberation.

Déjà vu is a French term and means, literally, "already seen." Those who have experienced the feeling describe it as an overwhelming sense of familiarity with something that they shouldn't be familiar at all. It is an uncanny feeling or illusion of having already seen or experienced something that is being experienced for the first time.

Say, for example, you are visiting an amusement park for the first time, and suddenly it seems as if you have been in that very spot before. Or maybe you are having dinner with a group of friends, discussing some current buzz, and you have the feeling that you've already experienced this very thing -- same friends, same dinner, same topic…whew. How’s it possible?? But it does happen this way. As much as 70% of the population reports having experienced some form of déjà vu. A higher number of incidents occur in people 15 to 25 years old than in any other age group.

As per scientists, the first incidence would be termed as déjà visité ("already visited") and the second one as déjà vecu ("already experienced or lived through").We often have experiences the novelty of which is unclear. In such cases we may ask ourselves, "Have I read this book before?”” This place looks familiar; have I been here before?" Yet, these experiences are not accompanied by an uncanny feeling. We may feel a bit confused, but the feeling associated with the déjà vu experience is not one of confusion; it is one of strangeness. There is nothing strange about not remembering whether you've read a book before, especially if you have read thousands of books over your lifetime.

In contrast, in the déjà vu experience, however, we feel strange because we don't think we should feel familiar with the present perception. That sense of inappropriateness and eeriness is not present when one is simply unclear whether one has read a book or visited a place before. So what actually causes déjà vu??

Déjà vu has been firmly associated with temporal lobe epilepsy. Reportedly, déjà vu can occur just prior to a temporal-lobe epileptic attack. People suffering an epileptic seizure of this kind can experience déjà vu during the actual seizure activity or in the moments between convulsions.

Since déjà vu occurs commonly in individuals with and without a medical condition, there is much speculation as to how and why this phenomenon happens. Several psychoanalysts attribute déjà vu to simple fantasy or wish fulfillment, while some psychiatrists ascribe it to a mismatching in the brain that causes the brain to mistake the present for the past. Many parapsychologists believe it is related to a past-life experience. Obviously, none of these theories appears worth believing.

If we assume that the experience is actually of a remembered event, then déjà vu probably occurs because an original experience was neither fully attended to nor elaborately encoded in memory. If so, then it would seem most likely that the present situation triggers the recollection of a fragment from one's past. The experience may seem uncanny if the memory is so fragmented that no strong connections can be made between the fragment and other memories.
Thus, the feeling that one has been there before is often due to the fact that one really has been there before. One has simply forgotten most of the original experience because one was not paying close attention the first time. The original experience may even have occurred only seconds or minutes earlier.

On the other hand, the déjà vu experience may be due to having seen pictures or heard vivid stories many years earlier. The experience may be part of the dim recollections of childhood.
However, it is possible that the déjà vu feeling is triggered by a neurochemical action in the brain that is not connected to any actual experience in the past. One feels strange and identifies the feeling with a memory, even though the experience is completely new.

In recent years, déjà vu has been subjected to serious psychological and neurophysiologic research. The most likely explanation of déjà vu is that it is not an act of "precognition" or "prophecy", but rather an anomaly of memory; it is the impression that an experience is "being recalled”. This explanation is substantiated by the fact that the sense of "recollection" at the time is strong in most cases, but that the circumstances of the "previous" experience (when, where and how the earlier experience occurred) are quite uncertain. Hence as time passes, we exhibit a strong recollection of having the "unsettling" experience of déjà vu itself, but little to no recollection of the specifics of the events or circumstances they were "remembering" when they had the déjà vu experience. In particular, this may result from an overlap between the neurological systems responsible for short-term memory (events which are perceived as being in the present) and those responsible for long-term memory (events which are perceived as being in the past). In other words, the events would be stored into memory before the conscious part of the brain even receives the information and process it. The delay is only of a few milliseconds, and besides, already happened at the time the conscious of the individual is experiencing it.

A model for one such explanation is the hologram. In a hologram, a kind of three-dimensional photograph, each point in the image contains all the data necessary to reconstruct the image as a whole. Even the smallest fragment will give the complete picture, but the smaller the fragment, the less sharp the picture will be.

If memories are indeed stored in the brain as holograms, each part of the memory contains all the sensory and emotional data needed to recall the entire original experience. A single detail--the sound of a child's voice can evoke the complete remembered scene. According to this model, deja vu occurs when a detail from a current experience so strongly resembles a detail from a previous experience that a full-blown memory of the past event is called forth. As a result of the mismatching, the brain mistakes the present for the past. You feel certain you've seen the picture before.

Another potential explanation involves a defect in the processes of perception and cognition. This theory proposes that sensory impressions of a current experience get deviate in the brain and are not perceivedimmediately. The information is, however, stored as a memory. This split-second delay in cognition creates the unsettling impression that the event "is being experienced and recalled simultaneously,"

Whether it's a slippage of timing, a mental hologram or something else entirely, deja vu will remain one of the mind's most tantalizing and elusive phenomena.

Sunday, July 8, 2007

Some of the best quotes by renowned personalities:

Few encouraging ones:

"Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up."
~Thomas Edison

"Hitch your wagon to a star."
~Ralph Waldo Emerson

"If you knew how much work went into it, you wouldn't call it genius."
~Michelangelo

"I know God will not give me anything I can't handle. I just wish that He didn't trust me so much."
~Mother Teresa

"If we did the things we are capable of, we would astound ourselves."
~Thomas Edison

"All our dreams can come true - if we have the courage to pursue them."
~Walt Disney

"Success is never final. Failure is never fatal. It is courage that counts."
~Winston Churchill

"If you have built castles in the air, your work need not be lost; that is where they should be. Now put the foundations under them."
~Henry David Thoreau

"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams."
~Eleanor Roosevelt

"What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us."
~Oliver Wendell Holmes

"Courage is doing what you're afraid to do. There can be no courage unless you're scared."
~Eddie Rickenbacker

"Quit now, you'll never make it. If you disregard this advice, you'll be halfway there."
~David Zucker

"A string without tension can neither cut nor does it make any sound. Tension actuates us to perform to our full potential, provided the tensile strength of the string is kept in mind so that it doesn't snap. "
~Romit Gupta


..... and a few insulting ones.....:)

"He has all the virtues I dislike and none of the vices I admire."
~ Winston Churchill

"I have never killed a man, but I have read many obituaries with great pleasure."
~ Clarence Darrow

"He has never been known to use a word that might send a reader to the dictionary."
~ William Faulkner (about Ernest Hemingway)

"Poor Faulkner. Does he really think big emotions come from big words?"
~ Ernest Hemingway (about William Faulkner)

"Thank you for sending me a copy of your book; I'll waste no time reading it."
~ Moses Hadas

"He can compress the most words into the smallest idea of any man I know."
~ Abraham Lincoln

"I've had a perfectly wonderful evening. But this wasn't it."
~ Groucho Marx

"I didn't attend the funeral, but I sent a nice letter saying I approved of it."
~ Mark Twain

"He has no enemies, but is intensely disliked by his friends."
~ Oscar Wilde

"I am enclosing two tickets to the first night of my new play; bring a friend along.... if you have one."
~ George Bernard Shaw to Winston Churchill

"Cannot possibly attend first night, will attend second... if there is one."
~ Winston Churchill, in response

"I feel so miserable without you; it's almost like having you here."
~ Stephen Bishop

"He is a self-made man and worships his creator."
~ John Bright

"I've just learned about his illness. Let's hope it's nothing trivial."
~ Irvin S. Cobb

"He is not only dull himself, he is the cause of dullness in others."
~ Samuel Johnson

"There's nothing wrong with you that reincarnation won't cure."
~ Jack E. Leonard

"They never open their mouths without subtracting from the sum of human knowledge."
~ Thomas Brackett Reed

"He inherited some good instincts from his Quaker forebears, but by diligent hard work, he overcame them."
~ James Reston (about Richard Nixon)

"Some cause happiness wherever they go; others, whenever they go."
~ Oscar Wilde

"He uses statistics as a drunken man uses lamp-posts.. . for support rather than illumination. "
~ Andrew Lang